I Go Crazy

awful close to crossing that line of sanity< Pulled myself away by emersing into my saz & my music< even penned 1st song< went to Manhattan'S biggest record co's w/cassette demos. No connections & no luck. New FACES(YOUNG LADIES) just didn't "do anything to my heart. One last reunion in your dorm , you so looking like a SIREN from ULYSSES' ODYSSEY, so sensual, in your bath robe. A voice in my head said " YOU BETTER RUN< YOU BETTER HIDE< YOU BETTER LEAVE HER SIDE(RIGHT NOW)(FROM THE MONKEYS). Yes, you guessed tright. Gathered my emotions, stood up quickly, said "BYE" , ONE MORE LOOK INTO HER BEAUTIFUL BROWN EYES< & I WAS " OUTTA THERE FOREVER"(OKAY< STILL A PART OF MY BRAIN THAT HANGS ON TO A FEW "SO PRECIOUS MOMENTS & MEMORIES!! HEY < I AM STILL A " HUMAN BEING SOMEWHAT!!(MY EX DIFFERS ON THIS POINT(HOLDING ON TO THE THEORY I AM PART " EXTRA TERRESTRIAL"> HMMMMMMMMMMM?????